a song about coping mechanisms with sadness (the one pharaoh sampled)

4 years later, and the studio version has been made and released on Soundcloud! Give it a listen and like comment share if you vibe with it ;) Soundcloud link: *** update w/ chords* lyrics below the thoughtful spiel* *** 2019 • 01 * these lyrics reflect a phase in which ari first experiences how mary jane influences her mindspace after almost “ending“ her life. safe to say that she is still continuing this life --- she's stoked (yay life ~ she's the one typing in 3rd person LOL) life ebbs flows in phases: what a miracle to feel all the feels with all the things in all the ways --- whilst choosing to be unattached. a lot of these lyrics no longer resonate with me as i am choosing to be self-responsible for my feelings and actions. however ... i love embracing this version of ari : vulnerable • naive • desiring to experience love (that she now remembers she is made of) • coura