Erica Jo - Disguise (feat. hayson) (Official Music Video)

“Disguise (feat. hayson)“ out now: Follow Erica Jo: Instagram: Twitter: TikTok: @ericajomusic YouTube: Website: Song Credits Performed by Erica Jo and hayson (IG: haysonmusic) Written by Erica Jo and Hayson Chui (IG: haysonmusic) Mixed/Mastered by Austin Seltzer (IG: seltzer_sounds) Video Credits Directors: Erica Jo and Maxum Edidin (IG: @mr_bluedidin) DP: Maxum Edidin Editor: Maxum Edidin Colorist: Maxum Edidin AD/1st AC: Khrystyna Shevchenko (IG: @khrystynashe) G&E: Henry Kholamian (IG: @henryjkhol) Ex-BF: Andrei Prunila (IG: @andreiprunila) PA/BTS: Sophia Crisafulli, Anna Hambrecht, Noelle Song, Gianna Uy LYRICS I’m feeling more free now that I’m alone You took what was mine and claimed it as your own Gave yourself nightmares when I went out Imagined my body making its rounds But you wouldn’t tell me when I’d get home The thoughts you’d save for your microphone Kiss me softly and hide how you resented me Do you remember the way you looked in my eyes? Was that the truth or a disguise? Pretend you’re alright til I’m out of sight If I ever asked, you’d say “I’m fine” It made me so crazy how you’d call me “baby” Then make me feel like I did you wrong Ohhh I never thought it'd be a walk in the park But I wish it would be easier to talk about my heart I know that sometimes I get scared and I just hide (ohhh) Scared my fears will come true that you were never mine She gave me trust issues, I think I'll just hide behind my disguise Because you don't know (no I don’t) How pretty lies can be (no) The way she taught me to see A nightmare fantasy, her shadows stay with me (Ohhh) Do you remember the way (I remember) you looked in my eyes? (everything) Was that the truth or a disguise? (I swear I never meant to hurt you) Pretend you’re alright til I’m out of sight (out of sight) If I ever asked (I can’t help it), you’d say “I’m fine” (you’re not fine) It made me so crazy how you’d call me “baby” Then make me feel like I did you wrong Ohhh I'm feeling more free now that I'm alone Coming to terms with what I should've known Now you’re gone for good and I’ve understood I couldn't save you on my own