you want to sleep but you're Guts

Guts from Berserk has been through so much that he can't sleep properly. Not only is he bothered by PTSD-like thoughts but also by the apostles and monsters that are drawn to him during the night. This video shows some of the imagery that Guts has seen, which could be bothering his peaceful sleep (some are encounters with monsters and some are images from his distorted imagination). It is like going through hell for Guts. He initially had to get accustomed to all of the terrifying creatures (if that even is possible). His first dreams were without a doubt surreal and haunting. Though as we know, Guts barely gets to sleep a couple of hours at a time (if that). Sometimes he doesn't even sleep fot days. Insomnia and sleep paralysis can be attributing factors to the imagery and the imagery can be a cause for those two factors. So it evolves to an endless cycle of no sleep and fear. Sleep deprivation can lead to suicidal thoughts, paranoia, depression and anxiety. It disturbs the emoti