Jupe Velin – Vocals Antti Heikkilä – Guitars Joni Kyynäräinen – Bass Jani Aalto – Drums Music and lyrics by Jupe Velin Mixed and produced by Joni Kyynäräinen All instruments and vocals recorded by Joni Kyynäräinen at KyySounds headquarters, except drums at Deep Noise Studios Guitars recorded by Antti Heikkilä Mastered by MIRO MASTERING Music video production - Antti Heikkilä Set builder, assistant, best boy - Eetu Lindgren Lyrics: I lowered my guard too soon I can feel it in my bones I forgot how these old accursed thoughts can rip and resonate I scream for help like a thousand sirens, but the walls tone down my voice Blank faces, empty eyes, they're all staring at me I turn my guts inside out yet no one comprehends How I got sick of speaking my demented mind Is this constant battle worth the fight or do I give in to the fiend? So agitated of no one listening or understanding my need My oldest friend where have you been? I'm sad to see your face again Were you just sleeping all this time, dreaming of a moment to drag me down? Onto the pit so familiar Tired of climbing up all over again How come you love me so? Please just kill me or let me go ”Finally the words I hold inside burst out like a overflowing lava, burning all down in its wake. And this, they say, should somehow ease my ache to get lost alone in the smoke with a sulfur smell” When the smog disperse you wait for me there in the no man's land Arms open again with a smile you greet me but I know you better than that I won't let you turn this last safe house of mine into a cell, a haven into hell Published by JVR MUSIC GROUP OY 2023 © 2023 All rights are owned by JVR Music Group Oy & Volucrine Band ℗ 2023 The copyright in the song recording is owned by Volucrine Band Links: Record Label & Publisher: Facebook: Instagram: Spotify: YouTube: @volucrineofficial3482
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