(Youryokutai Club) - / Restart

Текст с Bandcamp’а: “うらぶれた路地裏に迷い込んだよう 人気のない無機質な家の壁が迫り来るようだ 味方の筈だった それなのに ただ 言葉のナイフばかりがこの身を突く 取り戻したい やり直したいよ すぐに 使い捨てるだけの生命を生きる 何にもなれない 消えてしまえたらいいな なんて ほらすぐそこに 感情が僕を苛むのだ 才能が無い 投げ出したい 逃げ出したい しがみついていたい 荒れた土地に咲く花のようになりたかった 失望と臆病 無関心と自尊心 期待はずれかい？ 裏切りと信頼 口ばかりの人になりたくなかった 春を想う 夏を想う 秋を想う 冬を呪っている 取り戻したい やり直したいよ すぐに 使い捨てるだけの生命を生きる 何にもなれない 消えてしまえたらいいな なんて ほらすぐそこに 繰り返しの日々は時に優しく 使い古しの祈りは届くはずもない 泣き喚きたい 大好きな人に会いたい それでも息をする ーーー It’s like I’m lost in a worn down back alley The lifeless walls of this house closing in around me You were supposed to be my friend But your words just cut like knives You want to get it back, to try again, to live a disposable life? Saying you can’t become anything, that you wish you could disappear Just look, it’s right in front of you My emotions irritate me I have no talent, I want to throw it all away, to escape, yet cling to it I wanted to be like a flower able to bloom on broken land Disappointment and cowardice, apathy and selfishness Are you disappointed? Betrayal and trust I wanted to be more than just talk Spring, I feel Summer, I feel Autumn, I feel Winter, I curse You want to get it back, to try again, to live a disposable life? Saying you can’t become anything, that you wish you could disappear Just look, it’s right in front of you. The day-in day-out is sometimes kind Worn-out prayers can never reach I want to cry, I want to see those I love But, I’ll just breath from 脈​打​つ​者​は​想​う / That with a pulse feels, released April 24, 2020 Written by 佐々木アユミ (Ayumi Sasaki) Arranged by 葉緑体クラブ (Youryokutai Club) Recorded at SOUND CRUE Mixed & Mastered by 山崎優一 (Yuichi Yamazaki) Programming: エミリオ (Emilio Buonanni)“