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I am all, that I am nothing. Artwork: This was my submission for Ponies at Dawn, so I hope you all like it. It's meant to be for the encounter with the formless evil that lies within every villain, and its insanity and power from relentless hatred of all living things. I've just been hurting, guys. Physically and mentally, these past couple of months have just drained everything out of me, and for a couple weeks straight, I couldn't even focus because I had constant headaches that medication wasn't helping. There's a lot going on right now, but there's also a lot I can't talk about. Personal stuff is very difficult. Just want you guys to know that I'm really sorry I haven't been able to work on everything, and I've been trying my hardest every day to at least attempt something. I hate disappearing for a few months, but time never stops, and things rarely get easier. If I miss another day of work, I'm fired, but I wouldn't have missed nearly as much if it weren't for my car's engine going out of commission at the beginning of the year, and then the visits to the doctor for high blood pressure from the amount of stuff that's been piling up on my mind. that picture, I'm starting to see myself. And it hurts. But, I've been told that from great suffering comes some of the most beautiful art, and, at the end of the day, I hope that all of this was worth it. Maybe, someday soon, I'll find what I'm looking for, and everything will be alright. I really, really wish you all the best, and I hope it'll all work out for all of us. If you like what you hear, check out the rest of my bandcamp: 12 albums, an EP, plus some stuff you won't find on youtube. Or, if you're feeling especially generous, I've also got a patreon: I'm grateful for all your support. It means a lot to me that you all are still here after all these years, and hopefully for years to come. I've got another thing I'm working on, but chances are that I'll upload it soon enough, so expect something on the horizon soon.
