DethTech - backing out of a suicide pact at the last second

my back feels like a cutting board too many problems i ignored i prayed they'd fade away if i gave it all, until the day but with friends like these it's kinda hard to breathe mind the tape around the scene sorry i left such a bloody mess lie after lie after lie after lie and i ate it up every single damn time now i'm trapped down here still wondering why, oh why going out my fucking mind i can't forgive a broken oath as my blood still stains my clothes and after all the years did i really mean so little to you? no goodbyes, no nothing looking ahead you kept on running you're being hunted by the memory of you standing there watching me bleed whether you like it or not you're gonna end up just like me you'll be sorry lie after lie after lie after lie and i ate it up every single damn time now i'm trapped down here still wondering why, oh why going out my fucking mind