Iri Antler - If Not Now Then When

Have you ever felt chaos in your mind? Spotify: Lyrics: If Not Now, Then When? If not now, then when Not now, then when Not now, then when Not now, then when? I'm scared of the unknown I'm scared of losing my freedom I'm like water dispersed without gravity Nothing's holding me together Waiting to accept this state day by day My mind is fluid Ideas rushing by like cars on a highway Like a view from a high-speed train Sparkling for a fraction of a second and gone But... If not now, then when? Not now, then when Not now, then when Not now, then when? I'm scared of the unknown I'm scared of losing my freedom Will there ever be a better time? I've lost control, or never had it? Chaos Chaos Chaos Chaos I have to work it out, not just pretend Is there a way to find