By the Thousands - Deadweight (Official Music Video)

Filmed by Joshua McGrane and Ironclad Productions Edited by Randy Edwards and Joshua McGrane Mixed and Mastered by Ryan Leitru Post Production by Elliot Merriman Socials: Instagram: Facebook: TikTok: @bythethousands?_t=8gNNtGRGpOY&_r=1 Twitter: Merch: Contact: keith@ Lyrics: I’m simply not ok I’m feeling like I’m going insane My obsessive anxiety ruins everything It’s been living in the back of my brain Spreading the hate I feel it coursing through my veins Inflict my pain through my memories There’s an evil that lives deep inside of me Spread the hate Spread the pain Spreading the hate Spreading the pain I can’t find happiness in this world anymore I wear a mask with a plastic smile To hide my scars from you Fuck this way of life I feel the light escaping through my eyes And this is all my fault Why do I do this to myself Yeah, this is all my fault My living hell I’m simply not ok I’m feeling like I’m going insane My obsessive anxiety ruins everything It’s been living in the back of my brain Spreading the hate I feel it coursing through my veins This will never get better Beware of the darkness that spreads in your mind It’s taking over this time I cannot save myself I cannot save myself Fuck it Vacate this body Put me six feet deep Discard the remains Now just a fragment of a memory Taken by the grave that is made for me I abandon this life Disconnect from humanity Evil thrives under thy skin Inside the mind