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#nathanwagner #anxiety SUBSCRIBE: SPOTIFY: PATREON: I'm really proud of this one. The original version was the last track I mixed on my first computer. By the end of the song, the Macbook just couldn't take it anymore. So the song ended a bit abrupt haha Hopefully this version is better. Anxiety for me has definitely been a struggle. But I don't want something I hate determine what I do with my life. So I've been trying my best to keep pushing anyway. Love you all. So grateful to each and every one of you. Check out the incredible artist! I remember blocking out everyone and everything from my life for about a year and half because I was too anxious to leave my house. There was this underlying panic that wouldn't just leave. I pushed so many people away, not because I didn't love them, but because I was afraid to see them. It's hard to explain. I've been fighting like crazy to face these fears and not allow own. I don't want the thing I hate most to tell me how I'm gonna live my life. I hope you guys like this one. Tried to be as honest as possible. Love you all. You take all my energy you Taunt me til my wrists are bleeding Wish I was stronger had some peace I’m just a slave to you Every moment you are reaching For my throat I’m barely breathing Tortured memories got me sinking I’m Just a slave to you Look at all the things you’ve stolen Every time you’ve made me frozen I hate everything about you Shouldn’t have to be this way Constant panic constant pain I hate everything about you Constant struggle every minute I take one step you start you start medaling Puppeteering take me over Just a slave to you Give you the reins All Decisions You got me cornered I can’t pivot Feel so worthless see you grinning Just a slave to you Look at all the things you’ve stolen Every time you’ve made me frozen I hate everything about you Shouldn’t have to be this way Constant panic constant pain I hate everything about you Sinking further In your ocean Reach for shore but But waves keep forming falling faster You love to torture Well here’s to one last Fight to sever Oh this bottled up rage inside Starts to light up in flames tonight Oh I'm looking you in the eye You're so sick you look paralyzed Feel this power rush through my veins As this milestone it separates I link it to your neck I Watch you sink I catch my breath Sinking closer To your glory Silver shores take Every worry See you beaming Lost in wonder All my anxious Thoughts they slumber
