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I feel like I'm just a few lines off from sounding like a psychopath... I mean- I am one, but only in the fun way. Music & Video: Stephanafro Guitar: I used a VST to sound like a guitar, but I don't know how to actually play a real one lol Outro Footage Courtesy of: literally the weeds in my backyard, I need to cut the grass Spotify: Apple Music: This song is free to use and monetize for whatever projects you may want to use it on. I don't see how or why you'd want to use this particular song... but the option is there I guess lol. EXPLANATION SO TWITTER DOESN'T CANCEL ME OR SOMETHING: This song is about a uniquely complicated sadness that stems from an incapability of feeling “love“. It addresses the conflicting feelings of “loving the idea“ of a relationship with someone, but knowing you'd be incapable of truly reciprocating an emotion that you can't feel. It's about resisting the urge to tell them how much you appreciate who they are as a person because you don't want to string them along into a relationship that they'd never feel fulfilled in... and hating the fact that you can't change the way you were designed to be able to love them back. This song is about being someone else's lost cause. ------ Video Software: Adobe After Effects 2022 Audio Software: FL Studio 20, Adobe Audition 2022 Discord: Twitch: Twitter: TikTok (dies of cringe): @stephanafro Lyrics [VERSE 1] I've never felt the thrill of loving someone I've never felt the pain of being undone I wish I understood the feelings that I've yet to feel but I know we're still in the beginning, if you're getting lost that's fine, it's fitting I'm sorry I can't tell you what I'm thinking I've never put to words what knocks around inside this head If I could tell you what it means to me that you're around It'd sound a bit like I'm committing, so I'm stuck with just never admitting [CHORUS] I don't want to say, what I want to say I can't bring myself to hate the thought of loving you If I left today, would you be okay I can't bring myself to hate the thought of loving you [VERSE 2] It's far too late to think about If I am overwhelmed with doubt I think about you day and night but the words “I love you“ don't feel right It's far too late to think about If I am overwhelmed with doubt I think about you day and night but the words “I love you“ don't feel right It's far too late to think about If I am overwhelmed with doubt I think about you day and night but the words “I love you“ don't feel right It's far too late to think about If I am overwhelmed with doubt I think about you day and night but the words “I love you“ don't feel right... so I don't wanna say- [CHORUS] I don't want to say, what I want to say I can't bring myself to hate the thought of loving you If I left today, would you be okay I can't bring myself to hate the thought of loving you [VERSE 3] Ever since I was a kid I thought the day would come where I'd walk along and feel the spark the moment that I meet “the one“ But the days kept passing on and on from dusk to dawn And I learned I felt affection kinda differently from everyone Perhaps if I left to retreat you'd find someone fully complete I wish that I could love you but my heart doesn't know how to beat My dream of loving is a life that I may never have The longer I stay near you, I risk cutting your heart into halves [BRIDGE] And I don't wanna be your knight if I leave you crying in my dark And I don't wanna be your light, cause I'll leave you looking for my spark You're far too beautiful to let me fill your life with weeds I wish I could love you back, but a heart that beats is one that bleeds [CHORUS] I don't want to say, what I want to say I can't bring myself to hate the thought of loving you If I left today, would you be okay I can't bring myself to hate the thought of loving you [OUTRO] I just can't convey, what I want to say Nothing's in my way, to say I'm not in love with you I don't mean to play, with your heart this way but I can't bring myself to hate the thought of loving you
