smashed ya phone

is it better to live self aware and joking, under an unknown amount of layers of irony; in half-denial with your own emotions, or fall into the baseline desire to be mystical elusive and all around mysterious, incomprehensible to anyone that doesnt think exactly like you but be 100% you and totally volatile; defined by your emotions, dont get me wrong i know its kinda cringe to tryhard being so avoidant or to consioussly try to be either, y'know cringe, cringe , yeah cringe which one is objectively better 100% of the time!? and dont tell me that moderation is key i need to live between two extremes! surely it is the best way to live!