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“The Visiting Years“ by Celebration Guns TW // suicidal ideation This song is not meant to be a suicide anthem, but a reflection on the struggle to balance and maintain mental and physical health issues (for me, type 1 diabetes and depression) and the self-destructive behavior that often comes with it. My life isn't “fixed“ since making this video and may never fully be, but I have recently sought treatment and I'm not ready to give up on myself yet. - Lyrics: There were times I felt content With my wandering delights In a house I’d get to know And then always leave behind The visiting years were like digging holes That I had to fill when the lease was up Every time I’d reach the top I’d start again in another rut Eventually safe in a starter home Finally secure with a chance to start But there’s always to destroy the things That are promising with an empty heart I want to sta
