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“LA JOLLA“ Conversing With Oceans “I set out on my own to start something that’s new. So I rummaged the sands of my head for beliefs that I’ve swallowed. Word by word I dug up things I once heard from you. As if engulfed by a wave, that’s how blindly I followed. But the words that I found, they don’t really mean a thing. ’Cause it was never the song that my heart was meant to sing. So now I’m burning up ’cause I can see my mind and how I let you overstay your welcome there this time. And now I’m giving up from holding you up high ’cause all I ever wanted was the wings for us to fly. But you don’t make it easy, no you never made it easy to try. You won’t break my spirit down. In all the ways that I squeezed my soul so only I could please you--did I please you? And honestly, never again will I tell myself I need you or I’m beneath you. I’ll pull my own head up from under water. I’m sick of people telling me that I’m delusional. That I should stop dreaming. “This world is fucking terrible.“ I disagree
