Medication - watercolor art about depression and its treatment - painting timelapse

My pills are sunny, bright, yellow - just like the mood they are trying to give me. Magic, healing, sweet... but only the first second as they touch my tongue. At that moment, your whole being, your whole personality is just a mouth, for this indescribable disgusting taste destroys everything human inside you. At that moment, you are not an artist, not a person. At that moment, you are just a mouth that shrinks and dreams of dying, but continues to swallow this magical medicine, while your consciousness is