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Problematic - My Addiction (Official Music Video) The Official Music Video For “My Addiction“ By 'Problematic' Stream Song On Spotify: Buy Song On Itunes: Buy Song On Amazon Music: Buy Merch Here: For Features, Bookings, And Other Inquires Please Email: @ Beat Produced By: Riddick X Beats Mixed and Mastered By: Adam Lewis Produced & Directed By: Cindy Cilia Director Of Photography: Cindy Cilia Cover Art: Sonik Edited & FX By: Sonik Problematic - My Addiction (Lyrics) Pre Chorus: My mistakes Haunting me Another Fight I Cannot Sleep One wrong move I can’t take back The sh*t I said I should relax Why am I so bitter? And how come when it rains?! It always f**king pours My fault once again Self worth is forgotten Don’t think I have the strength Been down this road before When will I make amend? Chorus: Can’t stand the person that I am when I am sober Overthinking every thing In my mind It’s so much easier to drink another bottle Then just look at you and say that I’m fine I get angry for no reason then apologize A vicious cycle cannot rewind The pain I feel inside is eating me alive My addiction got me wondering why Verse 1: I’m a mess I’m a different person Wonder how I became so cold?! My reaction of late uncertain When I look into the mirror I froze Saw the devil looking back at me He just smiled as I lost control Not a glimmer of hope for me To continue down this road Just take another shot of the whiskey Numb the pain I don’t wanna remember By morning I’ll wake up distressed Don’t have the odds in my favour I’m better alone I think so What I tell myself on the daily Gotta break from these bad habits Or be stuck forever sadly Verse 2: Don’t recognize who I am Go through the motions without a plan Suffer in silence to be a man I try my best give all I can Yet it’s not enough I’m finding out when I’m at my lowest Who is there for me You care for me? But do not show it What’s my way of coping? Drown myself in alcohol I get wasted not complacent Doesn’t help at all
