Numb$kull - Defective Consciousness (Official Music Video)

Stream It Here: Follow Numb$kull: ▶ Instagram: / killnumbskull ▶ TikTok: @killnumbskull Directed by Ugly tomorrow & Lord Gasp edit by Ugly tomorrow #numbskull #rap #alternative #numetal #metal #deathcore Lyrics: Hey you what's a day in your shoes Me? guess I'm searching for my truth My mental be suicidal from a young age I had to bury all my idols Uh and it's hard to find a way to feel safe When the adrenaline kicks in every room you'll be amaze And why does the human mind always feels like a maze I'm sick of being this person set my body ablaze And I'm done wasting my time on these Stupid motherfuckers who don't never know any better No family it's going to be a cold December fuck And trust still doesn't mean shit to me I can't let go of what this created in me Always Searching for the bigger pictures stuck in my mental prison Breath deep to seek my composure does this shit really matter None of this will matter in the end in the end We're all looking for ways to tell our tales before we die alone Existence is a one way ticket and My trip has turned me to stone turn to stone Hey you what's a day in your shoes Me? Guess I'm searching for the truth My mental be parasiticidal From a young age had to accept we weren't vital Uh and it's hard to find a way to feel love When everyone around you are nothing but a bunch of scrubs And why does my mind feel it's filled with fucking drugs I'm sick of the skin I was placed in please end to it I'm done wasting my time with these Stupid motherfuckers who don't never know any better I'm a Stupid motherfucker who don't never knew any better And I'm done wasting all my time one these Stupid motherfuckers who don't never know any better No family it's going to be a cold December fuck Bury the pain in a state of anger to make use of it later Break the bones when it comes to violence don't be a stranger Oh my fucking god Bury the pain in a state of anger to make use of it later Break the bones when it comes to violence don't be the stranger Did this kid ever made it home to this day sometimes I still wonder The sirens in the distance is proof that they haven't got closer I'm ashamed of who I've became