► Animation by Jael Peñaloza ► Vocals by Synth V - Mai Voicebank ► Song, Lyrics and Production by NyxTheShield ► Support me on Patreon! ► My Discord Server: Have you ever felt crushed by a soul-drenching job that brings you no happiness? Have you ever felt overwhelmed by debt and had to live paycheck to paycheck? Have you ever stayed late into the night just mindlessly watching Tiktoks or Shorts just to not have to think about this? I wrote this song as a way to cope with all of this, and to show everyone that ever had thoughts like this that they aren't alone out there. I hope you enjoy it. ======== LYRICS ======== Another night Mindlessly scrolling Waiting for my eyes to close down Trying to sedate my thoughts Failling to shut my brain off Night after Night the same Routine keeps My head in check From the pain Fake smiles A forged laugh All to keep Everyone Anesthetized Hardstuck No desire To hunt Anything worthwhile So I try to numb my mind Another day Mindlessly strolling Once again Stuck in this endless loop Trying to Withstand this tightness That's engulfing My whole chest Night after Night the same Routine keeps My head in check From the pain Fake smiles A forged laugh All to keep Everyone Anesthetized Hardstuck No desire To hunt Anything worthwhile So I try to numb my mind
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