“Special” by Scowl out now on Dead Oceans. Stream “Special“: Credits: Directed by Silken Weinberg Director of photography - Shane Bagwell Producer - Caris Kuhn Editor - Lena Redford Camera Assist - Grace Gallagher Gaffer - Evan Cox Best Boy - Anthony Yamamoto Production Design - Ella Trimarchi Production Assistant - Jeff Perry Stylist - Catherine Hahn Styling Assistants- Caroline Macou, Ivy Hahn, Tiana Aiello, Keighty Gallagher Hair & Makeup - Gabriella Mancha Katrina Moss - Vocals Malachi Greene - Guitar Michael Bifolco - Guitar Bailey Lupo - Bass Cole Gilbert - Drums Lyrics: Caught running away again Thought by now I’d figured out The hell of my undoing It’s desperation to feel alive I don’t wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don’t wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body Is it in vain to think I’m worthy Of standing for something More than a body I am nothing, I am everything Failure finding balance in philosophy I am nothing, I am everything Lost faith, didn’t want it Didn’t want things to be this way Lost faith, didn’t want it I can tell by the look on your face You lost faith, you didn’t want this Felt shame now you’re running away? You lost faith, you didn't want it Didn’t want things to be this way I don’t wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don’t wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body Didn’t really wanna be myself Now I never wanna see myself Didn’t really wanna be myself Now I never wanna see myself I wanted to scream all the things that you do when you’re talking to me and manipulating and I know I’m no angel I think that's okay I need you to feel something, sick and tired of waiting I don’t wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don’t wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body - Scowl - Special (Official Video) #Scowl #Special #DeadOceans
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