If you see the boy I used to be...

If you see the boy I used to be Could you tell him that I’d like to find him And if you see the shell that’s left of me Could you spare him a little kindness ’Cause I’ve been high and I’ve been low I’ve spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight And feelings come but they won’t go Please won’t someone take me home before I lose my mind Am I broken? Am I flawed? Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I Just another fake, fucked up lost cause? And am I human? Or am I something else? ’Cause I’m so scared and there’s no one there To save me from the nightmare that I call myself