Sam & Dean - I didnt understand how much I loved you (Au)

~ open me pls ~ Warnings: weecest,wincest HD and headphones for best experience Au: starts out pre-series; Sam tells Dean he loves him, but Dean worries that he’s corrupting his brother, so he tells him he doesn’t love him back. Sam runs off, resulting in an accident. Dean never heals, never stops feeling guilty, so he escapes to college in hope that his past will fade away. It all becomes too much though, and Dean can’t ignore his feelings for Sam, no matter how hard he tries. They find each other again. Just like always.