Guest
Monologue from Lemons Lemons Lemons Lemons Lemons By Sam Steiner Character: Bernadette Filmed by Socials: Instagram TikTok @viktoriabrooksby?_t=8np9VxSaDUf&_r=1 Spotlight: I've been afraid to film and especially post any monologues or singing videos as I never know when it’s good enough to present. I will be honest, this was reshot on three separate occasions. And I would reshoot it again, but I have to find some level of sanity and come to terms with the fact that I can develop and improve and shoot another version in the future if I so wish. I don’t have to be ‘perfect.’ As far as I’m concerned, I don’t think I know where the ceiling is for my definition of perfect anyway. Also, I am calmed by the knowledge that we all can be critical and judgmental (which isn’t bad), but in the end, we are all thinking about ourselves. We forget about whoever or whatever we passed judgment on. When I was little, I didn’t think about who was judging me when I danced in the supermarket or sang in front of strangers. I would do that whether people were watching or not. It's what I enjoyed. Although the thought of this process was scary because there’s the possibility of ‘failure,’ the actual process was really enjoyable. Thank you to @vdm_film for all your patience, support and to my mama for your help and love.
