Sopor Aeternus No One Is There

Now and then I'm scared, when I seem to forget how sounds become words or even sentences... No, I don't speak anymore and what could I say, since no-one is there and there is nothing to say... So, I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone... listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to, for something to share...- but there is no hope and no-one is there. No, no, no... -not one living soul and there is nothing (left) to say, in darkness I lie all alone by myself..., sleeping most of the time to endure the pain.