Donate to the Swedish Cancer Society: I’m nervous in a completely new way. I want you to feel the song. To feel her through it. I want to take you to that moment on the terrace when she first heard it. To describe to you how it feels to be thrown between hope and despair. I want to place you on my shoulder and have you experience the moment when she calls me on Skype while I’m in the studio. At first, it’s small talk. But by now she is unable to smile, and she says, “I promised to tell you when the day was not far away. I think it's time for you to come home now.“ I want to convey to you how exasperating undramatic death can be. There is no symphony orchestra or light at the end of the tunnel. It is just a tired, speechless family gathered around the kitchen table playing Yatzy. / Maria Jane Smith Är nervös på ett helt annat sätt. Vill att ni ska känna låten. Känna henne via den. Vill ta med er till den där stunden på altanen när h
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