BG3 - Minthara nobody would remember me

In my first playthrough, I killed her, as I imagine many have. Having her say this dialogue, especially with everything that happens as Durge, hit me right in the heart. (текст): What was I when you first knew me? Before you ever knew me? A mad woman, butchering prey in the name of a god who would discard me without a thought once I was no longer of use. Bhaal. Lolth. heh… the Absolute. They do not have followers, they only have victims. And they reward devotion, with death It is only because of you that I did not meet the same fate as Orin. Lost to madness and blood. If you had killed me when we first met I would’ve been just one more casualty of your ’crusade’ against the Absolute. And nobody would remember me…