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It's difficult to believe it's been three weeks already. Not a single day has gone by that I haven't thought about him or listened to his music. Since there are not people in my daily life that understand the pain, I'm grateful to have Shawols who share the same pain and won't judge me. Seeing everyone gather together to honor Jonghyun's memory touched my heart. I felt such peace and comfort. For me, it was the beginning of the long healing process ahead. I remind myself that he is no longer in pain. He won't have to struggle to get through the day anymore. He is at peace looking over his family, members, and his beloved Shawols. I can't help the tears that continue to fall. I still feel such immense pain in my chest when I hear his voice. I didn't understand why it hurt so much. I was angry. But then I understood. I felt pain because I put myself in other's shoes. If that was my brother, best friend or loved one, then wouldn't I feel pain? Must we c
