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Hey guys I wrote & recorded this song in Taiwan last year. I spent 5 months living in Asia and it was the longest time I ever spent away from home. This song is inspired by the feelings I felt stepping outside of my comfort zone and environment. Disconnected from everything I had back home, I felt like I was able to reflect on my life and who I really was. In that disconnect all my past doubts, failures and problems that constantly hung over my head no longer defined me, and so this song is about being able to start fresh and renew yourself, hence the concept Prototype Angel. Far from perfect but never giving up and still working on yourself and who you want to be. If you guys enjoy this song let me know in the comments!! I feel like with this song I finally found the sound and collaborators to make my ideal music. I will be working on releasing an album soon with this vibe! Streaming Link: Lyrics: Was I really conscious A ghost my whole life Memory or dream I found disappointment In hollow moments A grey reality I lost my purpose Don't know what to believe Just spiraling further Am I getting too deep None of it was special Everything I let go I was never there Just a shadow and echo Blood on my eyes Whittle like a petal Every time I hear these words They fill me with terror Break apart All that I was and lift this veil Wings covered in blood I'm just a Prototype Angel Take my mark A thousand shots My blade and gun won't forgive god's betrayal Break apart No matter how many times I fail I'm always haunted By ghosts my whole life Nightmares and machines I never had an option Become a monster Silence all their screams I chose lethality In absence of peace Pull on the shackles Binding me till I bleed None of it was special Everything I let go I wanna be more Than a shadow and echo Blood on my hands Shattering mirrors Spiraling further See things clearer Break apart All that I was and lift this veil Wings covered in blood I'm just a Prototype Angel Take my mark A thousand shots My blade and gun won't forgive god's betrayal Break apart No matter how many times I fail A thousand shots I fail Break apart Will the echoes fade when I wake up Now I'm in the dark There is no further I can fall I fired a thousand shots There is no way I missed them all I feel so lost on the surface Get burned by the sun I fired I thousand bullets And I'm just short by one In the endless nightmare Chasing stars When I think about it all you know they really aren't so far Break apart All that I was and lift this veil Wings covered in blood I'm just a Prototype Angel Break apart All that I was and lift this veil Wings covered in blood I'm just a Prototype Angel Take my mark A thousand shots My blade and gun won't forgive god's betrayal Break apart No matter how many times I fail Endless nightmare Chasing stars Will I see the gates when I wake up Video filmed by Evana Lee Video edit by Xen Black (Crowhause) Video starring Evana Lee Lyrics by Maxx Xero Prod. by CityBoi, Zach Williams & Maxx Xero Mixed by Zach Williams Mastered by Cody Stewart
