lost in silence - original song by aphelios (reuploaded, you're welcome sett)

sup. this was a really old original song that I uploaded to YouTube a few years ago before my nodule surgery (ha, ha. look how that turned out). i DID delete it from my channel, but sett won't give me his (my) damn choncc plushie until I reupload it, so... here you go. also, genuinely - thank you for the love on paranoia. we worked hard, it's great to see that you like it :) oh wait, here are the lyrics: I wonder if it’s getting lonely in the stars My plan was to make it up there, in the heart Dreams have a way of crumbling Seems like I’m falling, stumbling and I Love all the hypocrites that say they wanna help and then they turn a blind eye, running, running Don’t say “you’ll be alright” I hold my crying, screaming, every night and I’d rather light a fire beneath than tell you, “I need help, I need you, I’ll beg and I’ll plead and” I got people saying “Phel, look at what you have” I don’t want it Cause all that I wanted was