Sad multifandom | Im a horrible person

«You know, I look at pictures of my prom and stuff, and... and all I think of is, like, “Oh, that’s when... Ellen was in the hospital“ or... “That’s when she fainted on the bus“» «All right» «And all of my friends, they think that she’s some kind of freak». «I’m a horrible person, Kester» «Why would you say that?» «My mum asked me if I cared about the new baby. And I said no. And the frightening thing is... is that I meant it. I don’t care». «You don’t know anything about it» «I know she didn’t go through a