Why are spiritual people often lonely

Hi Kim, I would really appreciate if you could make a video on loneliness, particularly among men. I'm a man in my early 20's and desire a meaningful relationship. That's all I really want but I don't want to look around on dating sites or force it to happen by actively searching for it. I've had one partner before who came naturally without me looking for her. How do I know if that same happiness will find me again? I feel lonely on a daily basis. I remain healthy, mentally strong with the ascended master teachings but I can't help but have a deep desire for a loving relationship with the opposite sex. Yet, when I look at the general human being, they're all so filled with toxicity, mainstream ideas and low-level interaction with no real meaning. I sometimes have no hope and feel like giving up but since I'm still young, I don't want to be like that. You're my only hope on this as I listen to the ascended masters and take their wording seriously. You can ask me a question by posting it in the comments field or by emailing it to kuestionkim@.