White Blank Page - (Dean&Castiel)

So, I'm still a little freaked out by the finale. I don't really know how I feel about it. At first I raged, then I was really sad, and now I'm kind of numb. We will see. I won't spoil you guys, but. Ouch. Anyways this is about Dean and Castiel's relationship after season five. It started out as Castiel's unrequited feelings towards Dean, then all Cas has gone through for Dean, and Dean finally telling him that he's loved. I dunno. I'm still a little whacked because of the finale so I can't express