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Benny9 - BEFORE I DIE(Official Audio) #2023 #beforeidie #Before I Die #Before I die #Before #death #addiction #alcoholic #recovery #suicideprevention Edited by: Benjamin Ayala contact me at: bayalamusic@ Lyrics: life what can nature and man make of it there's much work to do for such a troubled one lots of things come and go if I was to die next week I wouldn't try to weep I wouldn't have hatred inside of me I will pray God you are my defender and protector you are my God I pray you forgive everybody sins before I die I surrender Hook: Before I die I'm getting to the root of why I'm living like I'm trying to suicide I really shouldn't suicide no I ain't gonna suicide before I die I'm getting to the root of why I'm living like I'm trying to suicide I really shouldn't suicide no I ain't about to suicide Before I die no more living like I'm trying to suicide No more drinking no more lines no more smoking no more pipes No more time behind a crime couldn't do right by my family side Forgive me Mama I'm just trying to give you peace of mind All that precious time lost behind them drunken times Your voice will always be like chimes my prayers like rhymes No more living like I don't give a uh no kicking up dust Resilience robust the necessary adjusts My experiences at the hidden hands and hidden plans change Was once deranged but now on a different plane before I die want to prove to my kids how much they mean to me Baby mamas I understand why you haven't forgiven me To my Bros extend the love that is brotherly Although I shouldn't dwell on the past still it bothers me Oh God I pray that you forgive me for living stubbornly Straightforwardly I pray that you change all this suddenly wonderfully blessing me Hook Before I die I would be redeemed debt free set free Product of my pedigree no hate all love endlessly Living out God's will for me orchestrating my own destiny No more living dreadfully lustfully and desperately No more felonies no penalties no enemies Preferably good tendencies pleasantly leaving a legacy No lies no gimmicks and if the sky is the limit Then I'll fly up in it remaining optimistic in the spirit The pendulum swings on it's pivot the world is vivid The shift of perception equilibrium then positions Before I die make the audition I'm the addition Lyrical cognition petition brings about my remission Before I die wishes and visions come true my spirit glistens in lieu of a prison in my head due to Low self-esteem insecurity anxiety and depression God remove these transgressions and alcoholic obsessions Hook Before I Die No Suicide
