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Listen to “Chaos“ out now: Follow me! Instagram: TikTok: @blueyesmusic Facebook: X: Lyrics: I got used to tears on my shirt sleeves Panic attacks getting groceries Deep breaths and incense and heartbeats the simplest of things could break me I got used to rationalizing The trauma with fake silver linings & living felt more like surviving I never thought that I’d stop crying Ooh, I’m finally healing my wounds, spent so long broken in Two, trying to glue back the pieces I don’t know what peace is or Who I am When the chaos goes away Why do I kinda wish it stayed I spent a year trying to make it out And I don’t know how to function now when the chaos goes away Why am I still not ok I can’t even sleep through the whole night or go by myself on a long drive Will I be like this my whole life Already paid my price Maybe I spent so long outrunning my past That I still can’t help looking back Will I always be waiting For my whole world to cave in? Ooh, took so much time getting Used to everything breaking in Two, trying to glue back the pieces I don’t know what peace is or Who I am When the chaos goes away Why do I kinda wish it stayed I spent a year trying to make it out And I don’t know how to function now when the chaos goes away Why am I still not ok Fighting the pain Gave me a purpose I pulled my demons up to the surface I made a home in all the discomfort I found myself In all the dysfunction I got so sick of asking for help but I still can’t take care of myself, I got so used to living through hell That I feel so lost anywhere else When the chaos goes away Why do I kinda wish it stayed #blueyes #chaos #popmusic #newmusic
