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Rivilin x CoaastGxd - Scarlett All Uploads (Rivilin): Spotify-Playlist (SADTOPIA): ☔ Submission: ☔ Merchandise: ☔ Soundcloud: ☔ Spotify: ☔ Discord: ☔ VK: ☔ Twitter: ☔ TikTok: @idleglance ☔ Instagram: Stream 'Scarlett': Spotify: SoundCloud: RIVILIN CoaastGxd Anime: Mobile Suit Gundam Thunderbolt | Kidou Senshi Gundam Thunderbolt (AMV) AMV Editor: IDLEGANG - [Azazel] | Thumb Editor: IDLEGANG - [ann1s.] | Lyrics: I know anxiety lives in me If I stay here will I lose my mind I think I've already passed that time Plagued by derealization Feel like I'm looking through a fvcking glass Feel like this ain't my body I'm just in a dream will death wake me up These drugs no they don't mean sh*t When this body doesn't feel even real Can’t keep up a fvcking job It feels like I'm just blessed with bad luck Try to explain it to someone But they don't understand Like why can't I be normal For a second so I can feel human My body on this cold concrete No furniture fvcking around Convinced these shadows on the walls Are out for me till I'm in the ground Take a step back Id like to realize that I'm ok It's just my perspective It cause feels like I'm living in my skull Like nothing is real And this is all a dream Till I take my life and I wake up Maybe then ill be happy in this place My psychologist doesn't get it No amount of therapy can change what I feel I tell my mother that I'm ok That I'm just going through a rough patch This my reality Ill fake a smile and say that I'm fine Floating above this city If I let go will I suddenly fall Then can I wake up To me this place isn't pretty I feel disgusted When I see myself S*icide’s not enough There's a constant battle in me Gravity has given in Hear the wind roaring as I collide With the concrete end it quickly My eyes snap open Breathe heavy Every time I d!e I wake up Every time I d!e I wake up Every time I d!e I This time I'm just fine running away And I'd sell my soul Just to better the days I never get a hold of this I throw it away I never know what to say I make the same old mistakes I been playing in traffic With my emotions And I'm closer to a rope Than I been in a fvcking minute oh Every time I think I'm getting better I end up fvcking sending Now I'm back to the motherfvcking beginning though Can't sleep and I can't wake up Life's tough I get a helmet and sh*t Man up I been stuck And I'm spinning my tires up in the mud Going nowhere fast The ash floating over the sun My body on this cold concrete No furniture fvcking around Convinced these shadows on the walls Are out for me till I'm in the ground Take a step back Id like to realize that I'm ok It's just my perspective It cause feels like I'm living in my skull Like nothing is real And this is all a dream Till I take my life and I wake up Maybe then ill be happy in this place My psychologist doesn't get it No amount of therapy can change what I feel I tell my mother that I'm ok That I'm just going through a rough patch This my reality Ill fake a smile and say that I'm fine Floating above this city If I let go will I suddenly fall Then can I wake up To me this place isn't pretty I feel disgusted When I see myself S*icide’s not enough There's a constant battle in me Gravity has given in Hear the wind roaring as I collide With the concrete end it quickly My eyes snap open Breathe heavy Every time I d!e I wake up ________________________________________________ #IDLEGLANCE #RIVILIN #COAASTGXD #IDLEGANG #GUNDAM #MOBILESUITGUNDAM #LYRICS #LORENZ #MECHA
