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VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED. I'd like to make a statement about this song, so it'd mean a lot to me if you took the time to read this. I, like many others, was a victim of gr00ming and SA when I was a minor, as sad as that is to admit. It affected me in many ways through my 20's that I didn't even realize were connected to it until I finally began working on myself to heal wounds that I didn't realize were growing and festering within me. Although my life is so much better now, the pain of it still lingers with me and probably always will. I'm still working on trying to turn it all around. I urge you to get help if you're suffering with this same issue. Mental health is no joke. Your life doesn't have to end for good just because someone else tried to take it away from you. But writing a revenge song never really hurts, does it? Thank you for taking the time to listen to my music, and watch my visualizer. I worked very hard on all of this. And to everyone who's been a victim like myself, I see you. You matter so much. LuLu Coming to most streaming platforms Don't forget to follow me here and over on spotify: Logo credit: Laurence Grube Jr. Song written, produced and performed by LuLuYam Visualizer video and art produced by LuLuYam LYRICS: Said you want a girl “young and erratic“. But ya doesn't like it when she's “dramatic“. Everything you've done to me is burned inside my memory and... “Shoulda known better! Had no excuses!“ Victim blaming, all my attempts were useless. Everything you ever said Has never left my fuckin head. F**ked me, asked me not to tell. You know that you're going straight to Hell (in a hand basket, hope you wind up in a casket!) Lock him in a prison cell! Leave him with the guilt he's never felt. (And let him rot forever, just like he did to me!) Oh, I'd cut you in the throat! I'd stab you in the back, and watch your body float down the river in a sack. I'd break both your knee caps with one nail studded bat. And I would gladly laugh, as your bones begin to crack. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN That'd I'd be back, just like a ghost! ALWAYS clingin' to your back. I will not GO! Till your head ROLLS Into the grave. Sympathy is what I lack. P***phile! Predator! Where are you? Hiding in the dark again? Whatcha gonna do? You don't care about the way that you hurt her. I don't need therapy, I need murder! I won't be okay, till my knife is in your eye. Maybe cut your tongue out, so you can't tell more lies. I'll be waiting in the dark, next to candle light! You'll be waiting just to die, I bet you're terrified! You'd better become well acquainted With soil and maggots. Your death date's instated. Cuz I'm comin' for you, for the day that I've waited! Want your head on my mantel, Want your c**k silver plated. And I'll hang it, decorate it, Use it as a conversation starter! I'm the bitch to bury you. Hatred's what I fuckin' harbor. I don't want your apology MOTHER F****R! I want you deep in the ground. Oh, I'd cut you in the throat! I'd stab you in the back, and watch your body float down the river in a sack. I'd break both your knee caps with one nail studded bat. And I would gladly laugh, as your bones begin to crack. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN That'd I'd be back, just like a ghost! ALWAYS clingin' to your back. I will not GO! Till your head ROLLS Into the grave. Sympathy is what I lack. I'd gouge out both your eyes. Brand my name on your thighs. Leave a reminder, and let it continue. Ignore your helpless cries. Make you a feast for flies. I don't feel guilt, and I will not begin to. Oh, I'd cut you in the throat! I'd stab you in the back, and watch your body float down the river in a sack. I want your life to end Just like you ended mine. You think about it, none? I think bout it all the time OH YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN That'd I'd be back, just like a ghost! ALWAYS CLINGING TO YOUR BACK! I will not GO! Till your head ROLLS Into a grave. Sympathy is what I lack. You should have known that I'd be back! Just like a ghost, always clingin' to your back. I want your life to like you ended mine. You think about it, none? I think 'bout it all the time.
