Never have expectations of others.

To be perfectly clear. I have NEVER had any expectations of anyone taking care of me, like I have dedicated my life to taking care of others. I always pictured myself going out into the woods to die alone, like so many cats I raised as a child. I have never expected anyone to “save” me. So if you imagine anything different, you are as delusional as can be. I have an endlessly loving wife now, so I don’t believe that will be my fate, but I have never expected/imagined anything but dying alone in the woods.. I expect nothing from anyone. Never have…..