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Vocals: Nocturne Cain @ataleoflacriel Artwork: Naufaldreamer Song lyrics: Decades of fighting my terrible curse I am trying to cure something that does not mend Feels like I'm watching a film in reverse I am destined to never see this movie end In this reality I'm always lost I don't know why life is so hard to comprehend Rather than staying to feel like a ghost I instead will escape to my fantasy land Tell me that this is unhealthy, I pray Tell me I don't deserve to see world of ideas Tell me it's all nothing but a child's play And I need to return to the world of real things I refuse, I won't give in My only shield is hidden underneath my skin Deep inside my heart The shining needle tears it apart and I don't even know How far I will go Before my body will crumble to dust Oh Deep inside my heart Swallowing tears abandoned child Lost in the wood Of harsh adulthood Will I find any refuge from all of this pressure on me Dragging my body through brambles and thorns Now I want them to hurt me again and again If I harden skin in conditions much worse Maybe then I will grow more resilient to pain But only things I gained were many more cuts No more light at the end of the tunnel to see Now I am doomed for defeat in my fights All my guardian angels are abandoning me I can see it clear as day My last defense withering away Deep inside my heart The shining needle tears it apart and I don't even know How far I will go Before my body will crumble to dust Oh Deep inside my heart Feelings dissolve, emotions are scarred Vision's going black There's no going back The only thing left to do is to surrender and Throw everything real Deep into abyss Heart grows darker still Until there's no more ME Close your walls Don't let anyone in Abandon hopes of control Don't let them win Walk over every corpse Until there's no body left This is real world Adapt or you're dead All rights for original track belong to ZUN and Team Shanghai Alice. Title: The Shining Needle Tears My Heart Original: The Shining Needle Castle Sinking in the Air
