Apothesary - You've Met With A Terrible Fate, Haven't You (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

From the new APOTHESARY album, 'Accept Loss Forever' out NOW on M-Theory Audio! PURCHASE HERE: iTunes: Amazon: If your local record store doesn't have it in stock, ask them to order it! Support local music. Support local record stores. LYRICS: I’m begging for a heart attack To be just like father And I’ve spent so much time trying to find Release from my longing to be Someone else, far from me I’m longing for a heart to care To be just like mother I’m waiting on a reason A reason to be So I pull from my strength To find out what’s been dragging me down Because to me, depression can’t be without A reason for being so debilitating Push me away Like I did to you Upstairs is where you’ll find me Hanging from the bedroom ceiling Calling to me It sounds like my mother I’m begging for a heart attack I’m betting on a heart attack The only thing that’s keeping me alive Is the one and only person who always had faith My life isn’t mine to take It belongs to the person who’s proven muc