I wrote a song called Backroad Serenade - an original country song for you

I wrote another song I need to put to music It’s 5 AM I’m drunk again And thinking about you with him And how I put you in his arms It’s 6 AM And you’re not home I’m sleeping in our bed alone While you wake up with him And I can take the blame I’m strong enough to stand it You say it’s all my fault It’s not the way you planned it It just happened and I deserve Everything I’m getting I can’t take my medicine Is what you’re suggesting But now you’re in love with someone else And everything is over All the hard times we went through Aren’t worth the memory now I can tell you I love you But you won’t even listen You’re hearing everything he says And keeping me at a distance His love can’t be more than mine I know he’s not that strong I know you say he’s not the reason But I think that you’re wrong Did I do things I should not have done Or said things I don’t mean? Of course I did and