caliban - i refuse to keep on living

tema del disco the undying darkness lyrics : Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, I'm waiting in a sea of blood Where has time gone, what has happened in the dark? Memories of fear, cries, noise, silence. A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time. A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, I'm waiting in a sea of blood I'll go out into the street, staring eyes, laughing mouths, what have I done, what have I missed? (I run to escape from this storm of ignorance, but no matter where I end, ignorance) Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time. (The dark. I enjoy the silence, no one there. I see my self, circling wild, time lapse.) Am I at home, am I save? I look into the mirror, screaming, laughter, worse than be